a lil update!

Hey everyone! I know I haven't posted in a while so here I go!

Well first off I am alive and breathing which is the good part! :D...I am still looking for a job but with this economy who knows when I will find one! Anywho I am currently at home just hanging out been cleaning a lot! Keeps things outta my mind that I really don't want to think about...just makes me sad. There's been a lot of emotions going on in my heart<3...

I've been thinking a lot of my youth group and the recent young girls that backslid and just feel sad...I don't eat as much(kinda glad for that lol jk) don't sleep as much...and I feel like I'm about to explode!! All these things going on, I feel like I can't take it ANYMORE!! I soo want to be at California with my cousins and family! I am seriously thinking about moving over there.... I don't think anything can change my mind at this point! But then there's my dad...so any of you that know my dad, you know how he is! Lol I don't think he'll let me...but anywho that's what's going on. I feel so tired and don't know why when I sleep till God knows when! Lol...but whatever I guess life goes on, I hope! Well if I think of anything else to write I will!
~ liz