HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENAE!...<3

Hello!
K so nothing new just here at my home... just got home from Renaes birthday party...it was fun. We played a miniature game of catastrophe...it was awesome! I slipped n fell on my knees! Yah really embarrassing! But it was the floors fault! L0L... we had scrumptious cake that was okay except the frosting not a big fan of frosting! My poor pastor and his family! They came home from a trip they were on cuz my pastor was preaching...and arrived here and came straight to church! No games were played cuz of the short time that there was...but it was nice! Renae turned 13! My sissy is growing up! Wwaaahhhh! I can't believe it! Welcome nae nae to senior youth! Guys lets jump her! Hahaha jk! Well off 2 sleep! Ttyl! Bye!

tell me how am I suppose 2 breathe with no air?

Well,well,well....nothing new just got home about an hour ago...worked from 10 to 3..not much but some hrs...they cut my hours but its only 7...I usually get 30 but I get 23 this week! Its okay! Gods still on the throne!:D Today was very busy! I opened and there was people already at our door...they all looked at me weird when I opened the doors...n I kinda grinned and told them I was vip! Lol...some giggled and some just smiled! Anywho...kinda weird having a saturday afternoon off...I am usually closing or preparing for sunday school...but I am not teaching cuz I have the quarter off ..so its weird and cool!lol...I guess I can say I have some time to CHILLAX!...

nothings greater than the rush that comes from ur embrace!

Hey...
Don't feel like posting! But whatev! So...umm....yah...sorry I had a blank moment! Lol...
Anywho I forgot wat 2 write about...I like to put random titles on my post so don't trip!lol
Kinda stayin up cuz I don't work till 4...so yah....
Inst it wried taht we can sitll raed tihs! Aamizng!
Yah so......lifes good....
Don't want friday to come! 4 a reason! And there's 1 more hr till midnight! U know there's actually more than 24 hours! Yah just thought I would let u all know! Wow I really don't know wat 2 write still! Bare with me I am still thinking!.....still thinking!....
Well all I can say is I AM GONNA MISS U! U know who u r! Please don't go! I know I can't stop u but just letting u know that I lub u n I care 4 u! ...k that's all....bye! <3

bum bum bi da dum dum de dum dum!

Wow! Haven't posted in a while!lol...well first off...I'm good how about u?.....o! Great that's good!lol..newho just here in bed awake when I should be sleeping!!! But NNNOOOO I'm awake...lol...k so everything is good...valentines day passed...UGH! I despise v-day! With a passion! Like u don't even kno!lol...that holiday or whatevr u wanna call it makes me gag!...u should have been at my work! OMW! All the couples made me sick!...newho....lol...
SARAH! Thank u 4 trying to fix this stupid thing...but idk what's wrong with it...I have a day off tomorrow pretty sweet! Wednesday all to myself! Ch-yes!...I am still sick! So I might not go 2 church or in any case do anything but clean my room and relax!....my dad has this eye infection where his eye swells up n looks all nasty and stuff....eeww....but the doctor gave him drops and he's doing all better now....my poor daddy! Works good! The logistics mngr said he should train me to ring up customers which I'm pretty siked about that! Ooo! I invited my friend ricardo 2 church and he said he'll go when he has a sunday off! He said he thinks he needs it...n I said we all do..lol...well I think I am done...ttyl!
~liz

oncourse in like 4 weeks!?!?!?

Alright well as some of you know the senior youth goes to a yearly conference besides WCC...oncourse! Its a youth conference for all the young people like me! Hahaha..... anywho I was looking at my calender and notice it was only like a couple weeks left till it! Time passes by so fast! Anywho I need to start my preparations...I already have 2 outfits picked out, I need about 3 or 4 more just in case I change my mind and thats only for church! I only have 1 outfit for our youth nite every nite! This is ridiculous! lol I am such a girl...heheh so I am soooo excited that I am going. I wasnt going to go..but things and hearts change!
I cant wait to hear the preachings that are good for me...and I know that your not suppose to go to look for a guy but hey someone may want this short butterball! (lol) ... [ahh I crack myself up]
anywho, sonia got me into brushing my teeth with baking soda after you brushed your teeth. It makes it a lil whiter...and yeah its been working but not drastically...its funny how I act when I get ready for conferences... I think my mom, sammy, and sarah can testify to that ! lol last oncourse I asked sarah and my mom about my outfits like 3 times...i kept asking them are sure this matches? are sure? sarah are you sure? she'd say yes and then I"d ask my mom if she was telling the truth! lol then after I was done with them, i would go ask sammy and he would get so frustrated with me! and he would yell at me saying why do you have to be perfect and make sure that clothes match and that the sytles dont clash! UMMM HELLO SAMMY?! RULE NUMBER ONE! YOU HAVE TO MATCH!! and then i would leave...hehe...man cant wait till oncourse...All the sleepless nights and early mornings! Bad hair dos that you get frustrated and someone tells you its okay to calm down and you take it down and do it again and turns out better! all the girls in their rooms and all the guys in theirs...so much funnnnn....our youth leaders telling us ITS TIME FOR BED...their the best cuz they're like kids at these conferences..i mean they are not immature or anythingl ike that but they have fun with us too!
k gotta go clean! what I do best!lol ttys!

why would I do that when God has been nothing but good?

Hello!
well there's ALOT to say but I will only tell you the details...
I have been going thru a very rough trial you can say and I have been letting the enemy presuade me. Well I was getting ready to leave God after I was done teaching sunday school....but deep inside I would tell God to do a miracle in my life and help me because I did not want to leave! This past Wednesday during prayer, a wondeful lady came to me and told me that she has seen that I am going thru a really hard time in my life...which is very true...she also said that she has been praying for me and that she loved me...inside I was happy because God had answered my prayer...my miracle.

I was so cold and bitter inside, I didnt want to do or have anything to do with God... She encouraged me to not leave God because it isnt worth it! and truly it isnt!!! why would I want to leave God when he has been nothing but good to me?! He has guided me and lead me...He has been there when I had no one...He was there no matter what! He is my fahter and my savior.... God wants nothing more than just for me to stay close by Him, and NEVER stray away....this reminds me of the prodigal son...how he left and thought he could make it..but his father was always waiting for him knowing that he will come back... the prodigal son knew he couldnt make it and went back to his father, knowing that his father will be there with open arms...

You know what? I am so thankful that God puts persons in your life that will make a difference..that will help you and encourage you... I have been acting really stupid and immature...lol...I need to get my act together and get closer to my Father...I made a promise to this wonderful lady...that I will live for God like never before for 6 months...to be dedicated and consecrated unto Him...cant wait! Living for Him has been nothing more than beautiful...He never gave me more than i can bare...this song reflects on what my heart earnestly desires...

God, I will worship you with all my heart....I will lift my hands to you in worship....I will search for you and I will find you...

How precious how lovely
Are your thoughts oh Lord toward me
How truly amazing
Is the grace that You have shown
Oh Majesty I live to see Your face

I will search for You
And I will find You
I will find You with all my heart
I will lift my hands to You in worship
And I will worship with all my heart

How gracious relentless
Is the Father's love toward us
Breathtaking the beauty
And the radiance of You
Oh Majesty I live to see Your face
And be transformed
Into your image

<3

Sometimes, you just have to smile, pretend everythings okay, hold back the tears, and walk away...

The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn't want to be held on....

Forget about the past and remember what it taught you....

Should I smile cuz your my friend or cry cuz that's all we will ever be?

Don't fall for someone unless they are willing to catch you.....

<3